Sunday, January 15, 2012

My Optimism gets the best of me again.

I knew this round of the IUI wasn't going to work. I resigned myself to the fact. I told my husband and BFF that I knew it wasn't going to work. I started making plans for IVF in the future. In my head I knew it wasn't going to work.  Mentally I had accepted.  Someone forgot to tell my heart though.  My cycle started today and I was devastated.  It really doesn't get easier.

But I had myself a good cry and I'll be taking January and February off.  I'll be ready to begin IVF in March.

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